After he died I cried all day,
and most of the following
then some the day after
and then barely a blub or a groan.
I should’ve paced myself only grief is so moreish.
People think it eats you up but they’ve got it all wrong.
The next day still wasn’t an everyday day—
too much to expect, far too much—
and it wasn’t even a day without sorrow
but it did somehow contrive to be,
and not for the last time
(well, we’ll see about that),
the first day of the rest of my life.