I stood at the foot of the hospital bed.
Dad’d said, Now’s the time to come.

I’d seldom seen Grandpa off the farm,
never with sunken cheeks, frosted stubble.

Unsure what was expected of me, I stared.

From under the white cotton blanket,
his arthritic hand emerged, inched toward me.

As a child, I’d asked about the protruding knob:
a badly healed, broken wrist, caught in barn rope.

This time I only saw the hand, mute yet not silent,
measuring the cold years between us.

As if not mine, my hand reached out, clasped his.
He squeezed twice. I returned the heartbeat.

Only we knew what I’d just forgiven.

Jeanne Blum Lesinski is a Michigan-based writer and multimedia artist. She holds a BA in French from DePauw University and has worked in publishing as an editor and freelance writer in several areas, including children’s books, lifestyle magazines, and most recently, poetry and memoir inspired by contemporary life. Her poems, art-poem hybrids, and creative nonfiction have appeared or are forthcoming in journals and online, including Quartet, Dunes Review, Literary Mama, and Aphor. Her debut poetry collection is Tethers End (Shanti Arts, 2023). Visit her at jeanneblumlesinskiwriter.com.

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