You died
your collections
are mine alone now
CDs by the hundreds
Bach and Beatles Pavarotti
and Armstrong Wagner Cole Porter
you took me to my first opera
live performance Tosca
lying on her stomach singing
gave me goose bumps
your books fill the shelves
alongside mine
I like to see them there
but won’t read them
our tastes not the same
two Bose players
set for classical music that
I don’t know how to change not that I want to
but I’ve learned to replace the printer ink
record television programs series or individual
still afraid to stream afraid
to disturb what works
DVDs I watch at night as we used to
you in your recliner chair
telephone with caller ID
your voice I won’t delete
from the answering machine
Wi-Fi Internet
you arranged all that
if they fail I’m lost
for the second time
Felice Aull was born in Vienna during the Nazi era and came to the U.S. with her parents as a young child. New York City was not her first home in the U.S. but it is the place where she has felt most comfortable for many years. She started writing poetry late in life, in her 60s. Her poems have been published in a variety of print and online literary magazines and her full-length poetry collection, Mandatory Evacuation Zone, was published in July 2017. She retired from the faculty of New York University School of Medicine where she is now an adjunct faculty member in the Division of Medical Humanities. At NYU she and her husband, Martin Nachbar, founded a widely used website resource for teaching and scholarship in medical humanities called the Literature, Arts, and Medicine Database. She mourns her husband’s death in 2015 and is grateful for the distractions of Manhattan. Website: www.feliceaull.com
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